Wednesday, March 18, 2015

'there's no guarantee that this wld be easy'

Nobody said it was easy.

It has been quite a while since i've felt such immense stress. Spent the past weekend feeling as if my heart's going to burst out at the seams. Broke down at home twice too and i got a scare when my body couldn't move properly. I wish i was stronger, or better yet, i wish i'm goddamn smart and hardworking from the start. It's so hard to catch up in NBS and the competitiveness here is really no joke. I don't know how people can put up with this rushing & forging ahead everyday without fail. How? I can't.

I look at those muggers/smartasses/scholars/-,  those who are always on top of the schedule and feel that they are so out of my league. It's like i'll never be there. It's analogous to seeing a VS model and thinking/knowing that you'll never look like them LOL. Then I look at those carefree, happy-go-lucky people who don't seem to care about their academics, and feel this strange bout of envy and even a little miff, that they have it so easy simply because they care less about studies and more about life. I wish i was at either ends of this spectrum, not stuck in the middle, feeling so small compared to the rest of the world.

all else aside... Short hair yay or nay! I think i want it.

i'm so screwed for accounting and i think my prof knows it HAHA *sad laughter*

Tuesday, March 3, 2015


Doing work while waiting for my mom to knock off from work. Just had my facial at decleor and i think of it as a well deserved break because... my recess week IS PRACTICALLY NOT RECESS WEEK! Does anyone else understand my recess-week-machiam-no-recess-week angst?!? Have to be in school on monday, tuesday, thursday, friday, saturday - either for extra classes, nbs stuff, or open house day. And i stay in the East sobs!

BTW guys NTU open house is happening on 7 March, Saturday!!! Come down to take a look if you're interested ^__^  (alternatively, come down find me la i'm more interesting than open house)

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Posting photos from CNY today as a continuation of my previous cny post.


filters vs
no filter
If you could describe your face with one word, what would it be?
- egg

Don't think i've ever seen my mom wear green. This year she deliberately went down to chinatown to get green clothes for CNY because apparently that's the lucky colour for tigers this year. Superstitious much - reminds me so much of ronald who is most probably the most superstitious boy/anyone i've ever known.

ootd with nieces on chu yi and ootd with mom on chu er(´∀`)
daughter's ootd
mom's ootd

wait for it

wait for it some more

dad's ootd back at home
HAHAHAH it was such a rofl moment for me and my mom when we were browsing through our ootd shots on her phone and suddenly this photo of my dad surfaced with the next swipe HAHAHA.

Anyway, in defence of my dad, that's not how he normally wears LOL (ට ̥̆ ට)
And that's a towel (not a bandage) around his head. My mom got a shock when she saw him at home that day. 

Got 'dem eyes from my momma but can't say so for height, figure... anything else actually (ДT)HAHA 

black sequin fell off her skirt and she found it very amusing to put it on her face... mom pls

cuzzies tgt since 1995 
We meet only once a year but each time we meet it's like we're blood sisters who see each other everyday :') #cuzzielovemuch ❤ ❤ ❤ 

Came home that day to -

an entire table of gambling addicts


Friday, February 27, 2015


LOL @ the things we do. And we've been like that since 7 years ago...


fyi this was a reenactment of what really happened to us (and lianne) in sec school when we were peacefully eating at the coffee shop near my place and lianne found a HUMONGOUS red ant crawling on Zoey's head. We called it Revenge of the Red Ant then because the previous time we ate at the same coffee shop, Zoey squashed a red ant to its death 'cos it was crawling on the table while we were eating LOL. Anyway, we unknowingly caused a huge scene at the coffee shop then because
1. Zoey was helplessly running around, flailing her arms, shouting
2. Lianne was holding a tissue and attempted to flick the ant off Zoey's head with the tissue
3. She was so scared of it she didn't dare go near zoey so every time she mustered the courage to skip a few steps forward wielding the tissue paper, she makes a random whack on zoey's head with the tissue, and proceeding to skip backwards again
4. I was helpfully laughing non-stop at the side
5. In general we made hell lots of noise

Once our red ant saga was over, we went back to our table and found that the whole coffee shop was looking at us. HAHA Those were the days man.