“i'm no angel - i'm just me, but i will love you endlessly ❤”
Thursday, October 15, 2015 || Thursday, October 15, 2015
Have been staring at Q10 for almost a day and after realising how long i've spent on a single question (b'cos i kept getting stuck at some point and nothing seems to get into my brain anymore) i just broke down into tears SOBS. Maybe it's the menses, maybe it's because i felt so puny and stupid compared to everyone else, and maybe it's because of others angst-ing about how cohesion was expensive, i just cried... b'cos for that one moment i felt like i couldn't take it anymore.
But it's okay now! TGIT never fails to cheer me up :-) plus I'm finally meeting ronald today (sorry didn't want to show a #clingygf side b'coz it's gross but i can't help it).
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Saturday, September 12, 2015 || Saturday, September 12, 2015
It's the weekends!!! (*＾▽＾)／
Currently wearing my retainers (3rd day of wearing). Took off my braces on 31st August, 2 weeks ago! Had to shuttle from school to ubi and then back to school again (ᵕ≀ ̠ᵕ ) because i had FOC interviews at night for the entire school week.
Brace-face | before:
|i realise i look like i have a wider smile with braces on|
Photo taken on Wang's 21st bday held randomly at one of the hall lounges HAHA!!! She's definitely my favourite NBS senior HAHAHA.
|when the simba freshies gave each senior a handmade card T_TTTT|
|jaw didn't slim down leh|
Before-after has became an excuse for me to upload selfies unabashedly.
I guess having braces make me look younger and cuter HAHAHAHAHA. Thiru say i no braces not cute anymore. I guess i'm gonna get the dentist to install my braces back.
HAHA OMG just recalled this... I know it sounds stupid but i actually had to practice smiling after having my braces removed because i look damn weird smiling the same way i did last time.
This is my practiced smile HAHAHAHAHA:
Cannot lah i'm still not used to being brace-less and i really haven't found a way to smile naturally LOL.
Btw retainers are such a hassle to wear!!! And the first time i had it on it hurt SO MUCH *cries* but it's okay now.
Speaking of FOC interviews... i'm now in hall camp committee AGAIN but this time as chairperson :) Felt a whole mixture of emotions when i took on this role. I was so afraid i wouldn't be able to do a good job and had a lot of little insecurities here and there. I was especially worried about not having enough time to study 'cos i REALLY need to pull up my GPA *cross fingers and toes*. But i felt... responsible and obliged to take on this role because i was in the top 5 committee as finance controller the previous year and this year, it seemed like nobody else was willing to step up and be the chairperson for FOC because it would mean hell lot of work and commitment. So i thought... if not me, then who? :( That being said i would definitely try my best and make FOC a success since i'm already chair-ing Camp Accolade. But i'm only human and insecurities tend to get the better of me when i feel jaded and tired, sobs. Oh and one of the biggest drive that had me decided on being the chairperson was also because Tye was going to be the Chief Programmer. It really made me feel so much more assured because he's my good friend in hall and he is competent for sure LOL. And now my best hall friend Chloe has became part of the team as honorary general secretary! Of course i have Kelmond and Rahman and they are all good people, so all is good!
BTW, ronald is back from his exchange *throws confetti*!!!!!
The first time we met in almost 4 months was 2 weeks ago and he was waiting for me downstairs at my hostel. I was soooo excited i would have kept screaming and dancing in the room if kendra wasn't around but stupid woman was in. LOL kidding, luckily she doesn't read my blog.
Then i happened to take the lift down with Belle my noisiest neighbour because she was heading out as well. It's not her fault at all but well... our envisioned dramatic reunion after 4 months did not happen because she was there *insert black moon face* HAHAHAHAHA i hope she doesn't read this.
|lip-smacking pork belly at my fav hk restaurant @ jp|
Was surprised at ronald's increase in appetite in food after he got back from china. His jaw dropped when his food came b'cos the food portion was too small to him when it looked perfectly fine to me LOL. He ate SO MUCH i think he's too accustomed to china's big food portions.
|hi i'm happy thanks for coming back safe and sound ^_^|
We forgot to take a proper reunion photo together so had to make do with last-min photos taken on the bus.
Wed night last week i FINALLY HAD THE CHANCE TO EAT THE SWEET POTATO FRIES AND EBI BURGER CAN YOU HEAR MY EXCITEMENT?!!?!
And it was sooo good. Have you ever ate something and felt very happy while eating it?
|Yes this is a shitfie|
Felt guilty for the macs meal so went to run it off in the evening. The whole blue track was FOGGY. I can see myself running through it and it was really cold that night. But anyway halfway through running i started having damn bad STOMACHACHE and it took me a really long and painful walk from some ulu part of NTU to hall 14 toilet. Died in the toilet.
|Megaburger with the new TOP 5 at Swensens!|
Thiru's birthday. This is the first time i ever surprised a drunk man... HAHAHA it was hilarious.
HAHAHA What gibberish is he speaking?!?! Duudefakingchiea.
He went on a kissing spree because he apparently loved us too much. And he blew his candles out with his nose without realising... HAHAHAHA
KBBQ @ bugis with Ronald yesterday:
Heart pain when we realised that the price is ~$25 instead of $14.90 because yesterday was a public holiday due to general elections T_T but we went ahead anyway HAHA.
|xia si ren|
Omgosh i took 2.5hours to make this post and i actually still have a ton of things to blog about but i need to get back to my accounting work BOOHOO
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